Questions

I believe there is always a reason for someone who dislike going back home, for me its just because of who I am. I hate being out in public, I hate trying to satisfy people, always be caution with what I want to say, constantly thinking about what others would think before My Own Self. Being alone is fun, being alone is fine, cry it all out and just wonder where can this life take me too. Is there a need to be with people who I need to make myself so low that I don't have a life? To be honest, I didnt want to continue living since i was young. Trying to commit suicide is always in my mind, never wanting to live in this life; wanting to be with my Grandmother who loves me like no one else in the world could. No one cares about how I feel, no one cares about my preference, no one cares if I get hurt, no one cares about my dreams. Will anyone care if one day I am no longer here. Will anyone take care of my dad when I'm no longer here. I, Myself is trying to run away from all the pain im enduring doing whatever I feel happy, but no one approves of it. Friends come and go, family members come and go. I only have myself to live and rely on. Can anyone tell me when does this loneliness feeling ends?

You should stay loyal to YOUR partner when you're in a relationship and NOT OTHER people's partner. If you're going to cheat on your partner, what's the point of having a relatinoship? You can just F around with other men/women that you like and there's no need for you to be committed to anyone. If you go F around and be flirty and all with other people, please use your f ing brain to think what are the consequences you have to deal with after that. NO..is not which one to choose cuz everyone will be bugging you to go out with for drinks or watever shit but the consequences of your partner LEAVING you for what you did. Don't go and send personal message to "the person" whom your partner has been contacting becuzzzz its :- 1) stupid 2) childish 3) retarded 4) useless 5) pointlss 6) ridiculous 7) and watever so on lous lous ness.... If you wanna go and cheat on your partner, then dear S ers DEAL WITH IT! BRAKE UP OR START TO BE LOYAL !!

Office

Fuhhh Its been ages since I opened my blog ::

Well I shift office again today..but now..Its the whole sales & marketing team all together :)

Now all of us are together and sitting together and we can fight toghether too :) hehehe

Part of me is happy, the other part of me is sad :(

I don't know what to do with him and I don't know why I cant make my own decission..
I'm always waiting for some1 to do something..yeah..I dont have own inneciative or howeer you spell it lar...

hmmm...inside me its just so gloomy...all grey clouds...

Funny :) Love is just funny :)

7 October 2010

It's a new day..but I don't have the mood to work or neither eat. I have to jam early in the morning and luckily there's no briefing..sien la today..what to do... :(

Internet

I will fucking kill you soon!!! What is the mater with you? Is it so hard?? Get a life la aunty..

Tired of living meh...everything i do you block i open you block i request 1 thing you do 1 thing...

FYL!!

Pathetic

What kind of person are you?? Some 1 who doesn't work, just sit down there and past their job to other ppl and then complaint to the management that I dont work?? PLS la...useless M****!!! F*** U la..

THINK BEFORE YOU COMPLAINT PLS!!! SEE WHAT ARE YOU DOING BEFORE TALKING BOUT OTHER PPL!!!

hehehe..After working..no time to blog already..

As you all know I'm know in catering team..(no longer handling room accomodation)

I love my job...like..kinda..

I have no idea bout OTHER ppl... but this is how I work..

I do things, get scolding, learn, no hard feelings, improve..

Well of course try my best in everything I don..

I mean in EVERYTHING i do..

hmppp...wanted to talk bout work...

suddenly they played this song...make me so emo...

"THANK GOD I FOUND YOU - MARIAH CAREY"


ME SAYANG YOU A LOT BABY :*